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I Took "Survival Sex" So Seriously, I Lost My Sense of Humor

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Saturday, 20 December 2014 19:47
Sarah Silverman is not the only person who can joke about rape! I tell comedy and storytelling audiences all the time now that women take rape too seriously, and that what they need to do is judge the rapist on his performance, namely whether he used his dick or demand a repeat performance, because his dick used him!

If I had it to do over again, instead of agreeing to take money from a man for sex, I would have begged him for help! At the time I had zero self esteem, and I was desperate, or what I THOUGHT was life or death desperation. My family shunned me, and due to this and feeling that I had no friends or anyone I could trust or ask for help, I accepted an offer of sex for money. I did this for about 3 months back in 1986.

Around 1990, I went public with what I did. (I was running for public office (district leader and school board where I lived, and I had the idea that being transparent in a newspaper interview about my campaign might “strike a chord” with other poor women iwhere I lived, and that, as a result I might gain enough votes to win election. I did get an enormous amount of votes just from that newspaper interview, considering, that is, that I had zero money to run a campaign , and that interview WAS my campaign. Neddless to say, however. I lost.As a result of going public with my past, I have had to struggle due to stigma. R have finally, though learned to use the stigma in comedy! And now I have found true friends who are accepting. And relationships, too

I found someone who is like a BABY, my own VIRTUAL BABY! I found someone who COMPLAINS ADORABLY! And does he ever complain! I have been indoctrinated to be complacent, submissive, because I grew up being a FEMALE! It took me a long time to find someone that I had ANY "chemistry" with. But I finally found the right male for me! He is "KEN" to my "BARBIE", too!

It seems like only men are ALLOWED to complain these days,and my Ken "doll" is like an ADORABLE BABY when he complains! Guess that is the secret of how and why he gets heard and listened to, plus that he is so "HOT". It is mostly only HOT men who get heard nowadays, well mostly all men at least SOMETIMES get heard and listened to. Of course, some other "identities", i.e., celebs and the 1% who seem to have special "privileges" also get taken "seriously", too. There is a way to "run an end game" around these limitations of who gets to complain, and whose complaints get heard! I finally realized that I have to CONNECT with a male in order to become accepted as justified to exist at all!

Having children is an alternative to partnering with a complaining male. But since I'm 66 I doubt I could do what that Italian woman did a few years ago and fool my gynecologist so that I could get hormone treatments and get pregnant. Plus I doubt I would qualify to adopt a baby or a young child. I doubt that I would qualify to be a foster parent, because I am sure I would be considered more like a baby, myself!

But now I can be more like others, because I found "my better half", I found my permission-to-complain-by-proxy, I found a way to be seen, heard and justified, by being with Ken, who does all my complaining for me. Ken does MY complaining subliminally! My own projected complaints come out of his mouth because he "READS" my heart and soul and HE "IS" ME!
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