ADAM LANZA Took himself ("OUT") Too PERSONALLY!

If ADAM LANZA had a sense of humor, instead of KILLING all the people in Newtown, CT, he might have been able to use his frustrations with his parents, his oppositional definance, his cognitive dissonance, etc.,CONSTRUCTIVELY. IMHO, for instance, he might have been able to "KILL" in comedy clubs, instead of what he did in Newtown CT! Instead of having ANY emotional support, it seems he was made to live in a fantasy world, where everything right was wrong, where might was right, where money fame and power and appearances were PERFORMANCES.


Just the fact of his father being involved in LIBOR issues alone should have raised red flags! Adam OBVIOUSLY had little if any touch with reality! This is happening amongst wealthy people all over the world! Very wealthy parents, and by extension, their kids, have mistaken QUALITY OF LIFE ISSUES FOR LIFE AND DEATH ISSUES. Wealthy people, and especially their kids, mistake a fantasy world, for the real world. They are often unable to even COMPREHEND the difference between what is life and what is death! People like Adam Lanza, (and the Aurora, CO shooter, as well, whose father also was involved in LIBOR issues, BTW!) HAVE ZERO INTENT TO KILL BECAUSE THEY THINK EVERYTHING IS FANTASY, JUST LIKE A video game and/or a "REALITY" TV SHOW!

In addition, or perhaps as an alternative way to see what happened with ADAM LANZA, etc., maybe we can focus on how he may have been so FEAR-BASED, that it was his FEAR that pushed him "over the edge"!

For instance, let's revisit Jesus Christ and how he was crucified due to fear of what he, the premiere example of oppositional defiance and cognitive dissonance of his time, represented. What Jesus Christ meant when he was being crucified and said: "Forgive them father, they know not what they do!" was that those who crucified him and those that allowed him to BE crucified were all so fear based, that their FEAR, instead of their intentions, killed Jesus Christ!

IMHO, Almost no one one HAS any INTENT! Our fear is doing our intending instead of almost anyone really being culpable and responsible for our behavior. People will say that people know what they are doing! Prove it, then! Try to convince me that I am wrong. Even easier would be to try to make me defensive about my opinion, judgment, etc! I'm just playing with you. You see, I'm the validator of my own writing, living, laughing, and loving game!

I play lots of games lately. One game is the "dress up game." I enjoy fussing and making girlie costumes for open mics, improv, burlesque, storytelling and other performance art etc.! It's like I'm being a feminine girlie girl FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! I think that MEN LIKE TO PLAY WITH SEX THE SAME WAY THAT WOMEN LIKE TO PLAY WITH DRESSING UP AND APPEARANCE! It's just that men like to make it a game of "Take the clothes off!" Sexuality just IS, It is language, society, and custom, tradition and JUDGMENT that limits the POWER of sexuality and love that could help us all to transcend all limitations.when and if anyone defends something, they do so from a position of logical and emotional weakness.

Speaking of games, we need a kind of "Hunger Games" strategy to "fight" it out to the VIRTUAL "death" with who has the most common sense and the "coup de'etat" would be who has the ability to shock us out of our premature "death" apathy of hopelessness by communicating in a way that evokes laughing & crying SIMULTANEOUSLY from us all! Now that would be multitasking! Then we'll be sufficiently awakened, and comprehend what issues are fear based & what issues are life &/or death issues.

You see, if I am right, and most of us are missing intent, a sign of that, a sure giveaway, is dead eyes! Most people have zero light in their eyes! We need to be revived by risking to play! Join me and play will bring light to your eyes! Just about all of us, the entire human race, have worked too hard at drama and ego, it's time to really play, but without any judgment. It's time to play spontaneously! Ego and drama is a lost cause! Even war and films (and films ABOUT WAR) are insufficient to give anyone a "high", anymore! Even drugs, liquor, while watching films, does not numb us enough!

THE ONLY WAY TO ENHANCE EGO AND DRAMA IS WITH AN ABSOLUTE LOSS OF JUDGMENT! For the NEW HIGH: lose your emotional, as well as your LOGICAL JUDGMENT! Take FREEDOM FROM JUDGMENT LESSONS AND BE ABLE TO PLAY! Freedom from the fantasy of a state inside yourself means that one only has oneself, and ones' validity from judgment! Maybe wars are a form of living without judgment, or a PRACTICE form of being relatively free from judgment, almost like" We must go to war for our safety", so it becomes "The devil made me do it!" Our addiction to fear has a kind of (negative) payoff of hopelessness, despair where the alternative is hope and responsibility. But responsibility to others, and hope for others is premature, until and unless we have validity that is judgment free.

"People" are held hostage in a Stockholm Syndrome sense because deep down they are afraid of their own limitless power, so they prefer to identify with the NEGATIVE illusions of social and cultural constructs, controls. Most people are unable, unwilling or un-motivated to risk emotional connection, even, or especially with themselves. We all need to first have and be an emotional connection to ourself. A song that helped me to feel emotion is Mike And The Mechanics' "The Living Years" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUdiQWxps . We all have IMPRESSIONS that we own ourselves and things, but all we really "own" is our DEFENSIVENESS, as Mike and the Mechanics sing "We all talk a different language, talking in defense." When you BASE your validity on ethnic, any ethnic, IDENTITY (and/or on ANY construct at all) your validity is RELATIVE! If anyone wants to have ABSOLUTE validity, they first need to transcend ego and drama JUDGMENT


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I want to be the next HOWARDETTE STERN! I am afraid that I am undergoing what Dave Chappelle is going through, being effectively BANNED! There are 50 pages on me at google.com, I have been banned by academic associations because of my message which is that society is so fear based that we are all, for all intents and purposes, emotionally DEAD! Those who chase after EXCESSIVE money fame and power (of course we all need enough money fame and power for our basic needs) may SEEM like they are alive and with purpose, but the EXCESSIVE money fame and power is making them all DEFENSIVE and, as a result, they, too are empty and fear based. What Dave Chappelle and other "ALTERNATIVE" comedians, performance artists, writers, storytellers, improvisors, etc., have to offer is a kind of DARK vision, DARK humor that scares the S**T out of the 1% and all wannabes.