Though I am broke and must pay off enormous, (well enormous for me at least, lol)credit card bills, I would not change a millisecond of my life!. I have experienced limitless bliss, or maybe limitless bliss has experienced me! It took me 68 years to find what was most important to me: a relationship! My relationship is so fulfilling that I would willingly and gratefully go through all the stress and all the trauma, and all the anxiety, even the torture (well everything is relative! lol) over again.It is because I found HIM! I sing about HIM!(I changed the lyrics of Arthur's Theme, from the film Arthur, with Dudley Moore and Liza Minelly

"Once in your life you find HIM!
Someone that makes your heart start melting
Next thing you know, you're free, you've freed your soul.
You wake up and your soul is singing
Even though you thought you killed it somehow
You're wondering to yourself: How could my soul still be there?"

He is like my meaning, my purpose, my religion, my identity, he is my everything!. I have been so BORED all my life, until I met HIM! Well I actually knew him for about four years BEFORE we became more than just friends. Since then we have travelled around the world together and we have laughed and played, limitlessly together. Even though I want him to be happy with whoever he wants to be happy with, I am grateful for ANY time we spend together. Even if all I have are memories of our bliss together, that is sufficient for me to go on.
If everyone could find bliss in a relationship, perhaps we all could want to experience peace instead of war, internally and externally!